Since in high school,
economics has become my favourite subject. I was really excited every time got
economics class. Not like other
subjects, even in bad condition I still attend the class with pleasure. I
really like it since in my opinion; we can use our own understanding to follow
the lesson. Economic lesson is only about a more detailed description of the
economic activity which we often do in our daily life.
Microeconomics has
already been learnt by me during high school. Actually, it really helps me to
follow the lesson which is given in Taylor’s University. However, when I
attended the first lecture, I was really shocked that what will I learn in here
will be more specific than before. It means the microeconomics lesson which I
have already got last time, is not enough to complete my study here.
Even attended tutorial
class, I also did not understand with everything which is taught. It really
haunts me every day. I keep thinking what will happen with my final exam later.
I am really afraid that my answer which I gave during exam will not meet the
requirements of the examiner. This fear has never been imagined before since it
is my favourite subject. It also makes me think to give up to my study in
Taylor’s University. :(
After several weeks
attending the tutorial class and meeting many friends, I can survive until now.
When I don’t understand something, they will try to explain it to me in
different ways which make me become easier to understand. On the other hand,
besides the microeconomics which is more detail and specific, I get difficulty
to follow the lesson because of the different language. Since I am from
Indonesia, and always use Indonesian language then I need to work harder to
understand what Ms.Marina and Mr.Baharom said.
At the first time I am
also afraid to ask something which I do not understand during tutorial class to
Mr.Baharom. I do not know why, every time see him I feel so scared. Maybe since
he is really firm during teach us. However, since I met him during article
assignment, I knew that he is really friendly person. He is very kind to his
students and also gave advice which is really helpful. And then, during
tutorial he has also never been angry to us when we cannot answer the question
which is given.
Knowing that so many
students who are fail last semester also makes me so worry to myself. Every time
I do not understand, I kept thinking how if I become part of them. I am really
afraid just by imagining it. I do not want make my parents sad because of me. That’s
why now I am starting to work harder than before. I promise to do a recap every
time before attending the tutorial class. Even I still cannot do it now because
of lazy, but I will keep trying. :)
